Confession #1: I love wearing yoga pants
Confession #2: I love/hate doing yoga
Because of yoga, I can stand on my head.
Upside down, I feel closer to Igor Stravinsky (he was never able to compose unless he was sure no one could hear him and, when blocked, stood on his head to “clear the brain”). This is a man who heard a new musical language and composed the groundbreaking ballet and orchestral work, Le Sacre du Printemps. Its premiere, at the Théâtre de Champs-Elysées on May 29, 1913, conducted by Pierre Monteux, had such a shattering impact on every musical tradition that, to many people, it was the sacrilegious work of a madman.
Stravinsky composed the work in a rented house in Clarens, Switzerland, in a tiny room with just enough space for an upright piano, a table and two chairs. He had many of the same obstacles that you have: limited time, money, creative blockage, self doubt.
It is comforting to see that great artists wrestle with the same challenges we all have to do the work they are passionate about. Everyone does it differently: some artists need a challenge before they start creating, some artists need to create something as a challenge.
“Time is short, my strength is limited, the office is a horror, the apartment is noisy, and if a pleasant, straightforward life is not possible then one must try to wriggle through by subtle maneuvers.” Franz Kafka, in a letter to Felice Bauer in 1912.
Kafka is one of many novelists, poets, playwrights, painters, philosophers, scientists, and mathematicians, who have somehow discovered ways to overcome the many (self-inflicted) obstacles with (self-imposed) daily rituals to get done the work they love to do. Some do it by waking early or staying up late; some meditate; some self medicate with doughnuts and drinking vast quantities of coffee, or taking long daily walks.
Time is one of my challenges.
“To achieve great things, two things are needed; a plan, and not quite enough time.” Leonard Bernstein
In theory, that should work: I have a plan and never quite enough time. I know adding commitment and self discipline will bring about the best results.
What has worked for me are the following:
Get up early
Write or draw for 90 minutes before work
End with an unfinished sentence or sketch
“The best way is always to stop when you are going good and when you know what will happen next. If you do that every day … you will never be stuck … That way your subconscious will work on it all the time. But if you think about it consciously or worry about it you will kill it and your brain will be tired before you start.” Ernest Hemingway
Make a short list for tomorrow
Stand on my head if coffee is not close by
This becomes a habit after a while. I find myself waking up without an alarm and getting sleepy earlier every night. The world is a magical place at 5:00 am between the moon fading and the sun rising. You may be the only one awake in your home but can take comfort knowing you are in good company with other creative minds doing what they love to do.
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