You have a lot of things going on.
Some of us have more.
But nobody, at least nobody trying to make a life around making art, chasing jobs, saying yes to every opportunity because you are terrified there won’t be another one, will every say they have less.
Many of us, and you know who you are, secretly think everyone who is anyone is super busy like you.
What if that’s not true?
They are busy because they choose to, not because they need to.
The people you admire have chosen how they are busy. They have made choices that allow them to be successful in how they live their lives, how they make their art and how they make money.
If they can, so can you.
If it is a struggle to build a life around art, build art into life